Home

Home
means nothing to me
after my "brother" came to destroy
No one will be happy
My parents suffer
My sisters struggle
I personally feel that
home is not home
home is just for us to stay and sleep
without happiness
Nothing special

HATE

Hating people
I admit that is very tough
Suffer feeling that I've never try
But now
I'm fucking hate my brother!!!
I really do
And I even hate myself
For believing him
I have no idea why

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I still remember
This was my nightmare!!!
All I wanted
Its get rid of him
But my family seems to wanted to keep him
I have no choice
I'm f***ing hate myself
Why I borrowed my card to him
So that he can go to China?
And now he seems to pretend that he doesn't know anything
I'm so damn stupid!!
I really really wanted to move out
Or just get rid of him
In order for me to have peaceful life!