Promises

I never thought the nightmares will coming back to me since 2008
In fact
It got worse now

Where were the promises?

You thought I had you in difficult situation
How about myself?
I'm fighting against myself
Fighting the right
Making silence protest
I know it is worthless and useless
But at least I try
I know I'm being selfish
Well let's face it
Who is being selfish here??